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Social Anxiety

I'm RainbowRager, but you can just call me Ethan. Welcome to my channel! I am an artist/animator, and I create animations/drawn stories that I want to share with an audience. This channel is mainly a place where I get to express my creativity and to just be myself, because I'm way too insecure to talk about it in public because I have social anxiety. My purpose on YouTube is to have fun and practice my artistic abilities. Fame and money is not important to me. I only really make these videos as my escape from the internet because it's a dangerous place. Feel free to stick around! Or not. That's okay. I'm used to it. ------------------------------------------ Intro Music: DEAMN - Sign    • DEAMN - Sign (Lyric)   Outro Music: Ikson - Alive    • Ikson - Alive   ------------------------------------------ Throughout most of my life, I've suffered from being able to successfully build up confidence and talk to others, whether it's a stranger or even someone I know. I'm really bad when it comes to socializing with people, and it's even worse when I get extremely nervous whenever that happens. I get super uncomfortable talking to people, mainly because I overthink the situation and every possible thing that could go on in other people's heads when they see me. I obviously have no bad intentions, but I keep thinking that my weird facial expressions and my answers are intimidating the person I'm talking to. I'm just really bad at looking like a good talker. Also, I'm not good at showing my confidence either, not that I have any to start with. For one thing, I'm horrible at making eye contact. From time to time when someone's looking directly at me when talking, I look away in nervousness just to look back at them and think, "Oh God, they're looking at me with that death stare. I gotta look away again!" I guess how this all came to be was from my lack of socializing to begin with. I like spending time alone, and I prefer it. So, on occasions where people are talking to me, I don't know how to act like a normal human. What is wrong with me? Maybe I should just act like a normal human and stop overthinking it. Just don't tell me that I'm visibly blushing. Otherwise I'll run for my life crying.