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WHEN LOVE WAS LOVE, AND LIFE WAS FREE, A love story novel — Dedicated to Kenny & Barbara

The Year the City Learned Our Names The record began with a soft crackle, like a match striking in the dark. Kenny didn’t remember buying the vinyl. He only remembered keeping it—moving it from apartment to apartment the way some people carried a saint’s medal or a photograph of someone they’d lost in war. It lived now on the second shelf of a bookcase that leaned slightly left, as if even the furniture had grown tired of him. Outside his window, the city wasn’t Paris. It was colder, sharper, louder—car horns, footsteps, the impatient hum of a world that kept demanding to be answered. But inside, where the needle touched the groove, the room filled with something softer: warm piano, strings like breath against skin, and the kind of silence you only notice when love has moved out. Kenny stood very still, one hand on the windowsill, the other holding a folded napkin. It was creased into quarters, the ink faded at the edges, and the paper was thinning where fingers had rubbed it too many times. A café napkin. A promise. A ridiculous artifact to build an entire life around. He opened it carefully, as if it might tear from the weight of memory. There, in her handwriting—rounded letters with a slant that looked like a smile—was one word: STAY. And beneath it, smaller: If you ever forget how. Kenny swallowed, not because he was about to cry—he’d done enough of that to recognize the warning signs—but because grief had a way of tightening around the throat like a tie you couldn’t loosen. He pressed the napkin flat against the window glass, letting the city lights behind it shine through the paper, turning the ink into shadow. In the reflection, his eyes looked older than the last time he’d been truly happy. It had been years now since Paris. Years since he’d believed life could be free simply because someone loved him the right way. The record played on, unbothered by his absence from the past. And yet, when the strings swelled, it felt as if the room filled with footsteps that didn’t belong to him. He closed his eyes. And Paris returned the way it always did—sudden, vivid, uninvited. A boulevard washed in lamplight. Rain so fine it felt like mist. A scarf around his neck that still smelled faintly like her perfume even after too many winters. And Barbara—standing beneath a streetlamp like she was the reason light had ever been invented. She wasn’t perfect in the way magazines promised perfection; she was better than that. She was alive. Honest. The kind of beautiful that didn’t ask for worship—only attention. He remembered the first time she’d looked straight at him, like she’d been waiting for him to arrive all along. He remembered the way she’d said his name, slow, as if she was tasting it.