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Swallow your poison

First new song: Verse 1: I didn’t need a push, I stepped right in Saw the red flags, called them discipline You didn’t fool me, I let it happen Held the door open, locked it behind me I memorized every reason I deserved it Every flaw you circled, I preserved it Now when I hurt, I don’t ask why I just assume it’s justified You didn’t have to ruin me I was already halfway there Chorus: I swallowed your poison Like I owed you the pain I swallowed your poison ‘Cause hating myself felt familiar, felt safe Now I crave the disgust I crave the shame I swallowed your poison And I’m the one I blame Verse 2: I call it love, but it’s just decay I call it missing you, but it’s withdrawal again I still hear your voice when I look in the mirror Still measuring worth by how much I can endure I get sick when things feel kind Peace feels wrong, like I’m crossing a line If I’m not bleeding, I feel like a fraud Like I stole something I never earned from God I don’t need you to break me down I do it better now Chorus 2: I swallowed your poison Yeah, I chased that rot I swallowed your poison ‘Cause I don’t think I deserve a lot Now I flinch at love Like it’s another strike I swallowed your poison And it stuck because I let it stick Bridge: You said I was nothing I carved it in stone Now even alone, I’m not alone I repeat your words like scripture and law Punish myself just to keep you gone I don’t miss you I miss being small Miss knowing my place at the end of it all Breakdown: I stayed I begged I crawled I called it loyalty But it was just fear with better PR I wear the damage like a badge Like proof I’m exactly who you said I am I swallowed your poison Now it lives in my head I swallowed your poison Now I hate who I am instead Every failure fits Every insult lands I swallowed your poison And I finally understand