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Losing my daughter at 17 days old

What happens when tragedy leaves you angry at God? In this powerful UPD Podcast episode, hosts Jonny Hanson and Andy Lamb sit down with Dave Epp to hear his raw, unfiltered journey — from a childhood shaped by legalism and abuse, to a life marked by violence, rage, and deep loss, including the heartbreaking death of his newborn daughter, Lily. Dave shares the turning points that led him from hating God to experiencing freedom through Jesus — including a powerful encounter that changed him forever. In this episode you’ll hear: Growing up in a strict religious home without grace The destructive power of unresolved anger and pain Losing a child and wrestling with God’s goodness The life-changing moment of surrender to Jesus How God redeems broken stories for His glory Whether you’ve wrestled with loss, doubt, or bitterness toward God, Dave’s testimony will remind you that no one is too far gone for God’s grace. 🙏 If this story encouraged you, please like, subscribe, and share it with someone who needs hope today. 0:00 Intro – The Angry at God series 1:25 Meet Dave Epp – childhood friends with Andy 4:40 Growing up in a strict religious home 10:15 Bullying, abuse, and a lifetime of anger 18:50 Marriage, fatherhood, and early family tragedy 26:40 Losing their daughter Lily at 17 days old 39:10 Wrestling with God’s goodness and the question “Why?” 48:30 A powerful encounter with the Holy Spirit 1:00:20 The hard work of living changed 1:09:45 Impact on family, business, and community 1:16:50 Writing the book “Through Their Voices” 1:22:40 Final encouragement — no one is too far gone UPD Podcast is a place for men to get real about life, faith, and following Jesus. No filters. No noise. Just real conversations that point you to the truth. We’re glad you’re with us. ------------------ UPD PODCAST: Instagram:   / upd_podcast   Subscribe on Youtube: @UPDPodcast Join our PATREON:   / updpodcast   ------------------ UPD Podcast is hosted by the Untrained Philosophical Discussionists, Andy Lamb and Jonny Hanson The show is mixed, edited & produced by Felix Rodriguez If this episode challenged you, encouraged you, entertained you, or just made you think - leave a comment & share it with a friend. It’s a zero-cost way to support the podcast. And if you hated it, leave a comment & tell us why. We love a good challenge. For more great content from the guys, head over and subscribe to the UPD Podcast Youtube channel. And if you want to go even deeper in the discussion with us, join our Patreon for exclusive content and early access. It helps keep the lights on. You can rate and review this show on Spotify and Apple Podcasts - we might even read your review on a future episode. Until next time - keep showing up, stay rooted in truth, and follow Jesus boldly. ------------------ #UPDPodcast #ChristianPodcast #MenOfFaith #FaithAndCulture #JesusCentered #ChristianMen #BiblicalManhood #RealTalkFaith #SpiritualGrowth #DiscipleshipForMen #MensFaithJourney #GodlyMen #ChristianPerspective #ChristianDiscussion #PointingMenToJesus #FindingFaith #FaithJourney #PurposeDrivenLife #FaithAndDirection #SearchingForTruth #LifeWithGod #HopeForMen #FaithOverFear #DiscoverJesus #MensSpiritualJourney #MensMentalHealth #EmotionalHealth #FaithAndFeelings #ChristianPerspective #GodlyMasculinity #FaithInCulture #ChristianWorldview #DeconstructionAndFaith #MensStruggles #AuthenticFaith #PodcastForMen #ChristianTalkShow #FaithBasedPodcast #NewChristianPodcast #ChristianYouTube #MenInFaith #FaithDriven #UntrainedPhilosophicalDiscussionists #JesusIsKing #ManhoodInChrist Christian podcast for men, faith and masculinity, how to be a godly man, Christian manhood, faith and purpose for men, Christianity and culture, how to find direction in life, men struggling with faith, Christian worldview podcast, Jesus and manhood, biblical masculinity podcast, spiritual growth for men, faith journey podcast, men and mental health Christian, Christian emotional health, Christian podcast about manhood, discipleship for men, real talk Christian podcast, Christian men and identity, UPD Podcast Christian, Christian perspective for men, how to follow Jesus as a man, Christianity for young men, life with God podcast, faith based conversation for men, authentic Christian manhood dave epp testimony, upd podcast, jonny hanson, andy lamb, angry at god series, angry at god testimony, christian podcast, powerful christian testimony, loss of a child testimony, losing a baby, newborn loss story, grief and faith, how to forgive god, finding freedom in jesus, deliverance testimony, holy spirit encounter story, christian men podcast, christian encouragement, god redeems broken stories, men’s ministry podcast, overcoming rage and anger, from rage to redemption, christian podcast 2025, forgiveness and redemption story