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Dear Agonie 1917

“Liebe Agonie” (Beloved Agony) is a cry from the trenches — not just against war, but against the battle raging inside the human heart. Set in the mud, wire, gas, and falling steel of a nameless battlefield, this song follows a soldier who was promised that war would “make him a man.” Instead, he learns how a man breaks. There are no speeches here. No victory parades. No heroic illusions. Only trembling hands digging graves in foreign soil. Only prayers that feel like they stop halfway to heaven. Only the haunting realization that the enemy isn’t just across the field — he’s growing within. The chorus speaks to Agony as if it were a companion — something that kneels beside him in the smoke and cold. But beneath the despair runs something deeper: a fragile, stubborn thread of faith. Even while cursing God, he still whispers “Amen.” Even in gas-filled air and spiritual collapse, he calls the name of Jesus — not for triumph, but for transformation. This song wrestles with: • The lie that war creates strength • The spiritual exhaustion of constant violence • Survivor’s guilt and moral injury • The internal war between hatred and mercy • Faith that survives even when it feels thin The turning point comes not when the battle ends — but when he lays down the weapons inside himself. Not asking for the war to disappear, but for his hatred to be taken from him. For anyone who has ever felt frozen on their knees… For anyone who has wrestled with faith in the middle of trauma… For anyone fighting a war no one else can see… You are not alone. English Lyrics: I have nothing left to give Mud in my mouth, but still alive They said war makes a man I only learned how it breaks one Names carved into stone and wood No faith left, no final pride Every prayer stops somewhere halfway Heaven feels too far away Pre-Chorus: I sleep here in barbed wire Dream of fire, wake in the night Chorus: Beloved Agony Look at me I’m freezing here On my knees Slowly suffering Is this what I’m meant to be here? Beloved Agony In the smoke, the light fades And I find the enemy in me Verse 2: Steel falls from the sky, zero hour Time shatters, breath falls silent In every shot I see his face I wonder if his mother misses him I dig my grave with trembling hands Make a cross in foreign land If I fall here, tell me why Heaven stays so silent tonight Pre-Chorus: I curse God and beg at once Say “Amen,” but it hurts the same Chorus: Beloved Agony Let me go I’ve carried this For far too long Slowly suffering Is this what’s meant for me? Beloved Agony Under my skin, inside my chest Grows the enemy I cannot release Bridge (Collapse): Gas in the air, the masks are heavy Faith is thin, the heart so empty I cry out to God and then feel shame Say His name — still Say His name — still Breakdown (Faith in the Breaking): If You are there If You can hear I am only afraid, nothing more No flag, no victory Just a soul upon its knees Jesus, You walked through suffering You know death, You know this time Don’t take the war — take my hatred Teach my heart what hope means Final Chorus: Beloved Agony You do not hold me I’m still alive Still breathing Slowly suffering But I do not die alone Beloved Agony I lay down the weapons within me Christ defeats the enemy in me Outro: I feel the cold I feel the pain But not alone Not without heart If I fall here In this land I fall held By pierced hands