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“I Needed Love, So I Loved Him” Song

‏I didn’t choose him ‏I loved him out of need, not want ‏I was afraid to say “I need you” ‏So I cried, I stayed silent ‏And I sent him messages I never had the courage to send ‏I would fix myself just for him ‏Dress up, smile, pretend I wasn’t breaking ‏Just to stay beautiful in his eyes ‏Even when I was falling apart ‏I told myself, “Don’t let him see you broken” ‏I didn’t want him specifically ‏I just wanted a voice that didn’t shout ‏A hand that didn’t hurt ‏A presence that felt like safety ‏And he… felt like that ‏I loved him like a ruined city ‏And he was the only one who ever walked through its ruins ‏I leaned on him and whispered in my heart, ‏“Stay… even if you don’t love me” ‏I loved him like a child who feared losing everything ‏So I loved more than I could handle ‏And I needed him… quietly ‏His voice was my oxygen ‏His absence, my suffocation ‏His arms were my shelter ‏And his laughter felt like home ‏I forgave him for everything ‏And blamed myself for needing him too much ‏I believed in him more than I believed in myself ‏I shrank to fit inside his silence ‏And told myself he loved me—in his own way ‏Everything about him made me feel safe ‏Even the distance ‏Even the silence ‏I chose the illusion ‏Because the truth would’ve hurt too much ‏I loved him ‏Even if he never said it back ‏Even if he forgot me ‏I loved him with everything in me—not for what he gave ‏But because I needed love ‏And I made the mistake of thinking he would save me