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Oddly Honored

From my upcoming demo Suspicious 2025. The first "act" of it is complete with the exception of some editing that needs to be done on the final track. This one samples the fantastic song Voices in the Fan by Devin Townsend, I am NOT making money off this so fair use please? This one is broadly about feeling alienated and goes out to all my freaks and weirdos out there. I am not a part of your framework I am an invader wrangling up some frayed nerves complacency turns to anguish that in turn unmoors the sane adrift on accursed waves adjourned I am not mesmerized by the shit you people drool over never been useful to the rules over you jokers there is no order to all this universal forces and orbits forming unimportance entropy cometh sympathy's something and all but it wasn't ever gonna last for long empathy wasn't a godsend it's an instinct passed along in the wrong environment that catch it's claws in requirements and all the failures we've obtained along the way and all our doubts and all our pains and all our powers and all our gains and all our towers will be devoured in the end so cower in shame I'm a river of loose atoms thrown aside I am a miserable sense of broken pride I am a venerable mystic with bold insight I am a prism that can catch and hold the light I am a prophet who is always wrong I'm a take it from the top and I love this song I'm the part of the universe that hates itself I'm all perpetually decaying cells and I still keep going going keep going going keep going going going going gone speech patterns misshapen love lost to survive gets stabbed in the face apologize to the knife then realign and lob it at you hacks with my mind an attack on the blind so precise arrive at your gathering all mystic skills and garbed in grace and find you'd rather he be miserable and commonplace not here to twiddle digits a bit and then walk away I'm here to live til it's incisions or lost in space it's not a gift you simply toss in flames do not delay but don't balk it's not my fault you can't follow or take a common lane maybe I should not display such conscious greatness nah not the way you thought it'd play out all amazed WOW all I say is all expectations fade out separate snakes never take bows leverage brain to sound for hours I am whispers in the pipes of an old house I'm a liberating cry when it's cold out I am designs that will twist and fold out like a fractal and probe doubt I am words that stick in your throat now I am indifference that incinerates your hope and levels every beast in hell I'm only able to be myself all autonomously dreaming cells and I still keep going going keep going going keep going going going going gone living in the sticks and haggard laughs all come and try to get me bastards stand off anyone who thinks that they can they cannot anything you think that I am I am not I am a miscalculation hiding in your math I am the dissolution of a forward path I am uncertainty and more than that a torturous wrath that circles back I am the dust under the mat in front of your home I am the son and brother you've known just under his own and when I'm gone I'll still be beats and growls that come from your phone don't understand or give a fuck fine love him or don't he's done with it so he's something you'll no longer have to suffer with ghost I'm a scream from the past that empties a throne I am a memory you've dreamed but never actually known I am a mist that passes wrapped in cold disastrous soul I'm a text you try to hide from a lover I am a silent "try me motherfucker" I am a wailing "take me instead" a "wait leave me be" attain daily bread avoid thieves demons and leeches protect ya kneck always sleepless always an investment yes I'm a barely detectable presence within the family crest why hasn't he left peace