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If You Don’t See How You Are Important (You Leaving Hurts Worse Than The Ones Who Died)

This song is for you, Luna. I don’t know if you fully see how important you are, so I need you to hear this: losing you leaves a void heavier than anything I’ve ever faced. I’ve endured sudden goodbyes, watched people I love taken from me, and carried grief I thought was unbearable—but none of that even comes close to the weight of losing you while you’re still here. You weren’t taken by death, but your absence still feels like a wound I can’t close. It’s a grief without closure, a silence that echoes louder than any goodbye I’ve ever known. I want you to know that you matter more than anyone else I’ve ever lost. Kara, my father, my uncles… all of them left holes in my life, but at least there was an ending, a point to lay them to rest. With you, there is no ending—just the emptiness that stretches between us, the longing I can’t escape. And I know—you feel it too. That same emptiness, that same ache. That’s why I wrote this song. It’s my way of telling you, from the depths of my chest, that your presence matters. That your leaving hurts worse than the ones who died. That I am grieving you, Luna, harder than anything else, because you are still breathing, still here, and yet I can’t reach you the way I need to. You are so important to me that I even thought of you when I went to Kara’s grave. I remember asking you to choose—orchids or roses—and you chose orchids. I couldn’t get orchids that day, but I put a flower there for you anyway, because you deserve to be remembered alongside her. You are that important to me. Even in the way I honor the people I’ve lost, I honor you too, because you are irreplaceable. Every line, every word, every note in this song is meant to carry the truth of how I feel. It’s not just about loss—it’s about understanding. Understanding the storms you carry, the ways life has shaped you, the invisible pain you try to hide, and the spaces where I can meet you there. I want you to know that even in your distance, even in the silence, I see you. I hear you. I feel you. And I will grieve your leaving until the moment I can hold you close again. This is me, Luna—telling you that you are invaluable. That your presence has touched me in ways no one else ever has. That even when the emptiness is overwhelming, even when the storms return, I am here. I am still standing. And I will wait. Because you, and only you, are worth it. Please come back.