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(2012) Alta - Two Sides

Verse 1: I hear two sides through life, I know who's right, When I hear em calling in my ear and installing thoughts, Contradicting each other, depicting a beast and a lover, Really want to be the one to tell me that quitting drugs is the buffer, But I love self destruction, just as much as I hate it, I've tried to escape it, then my health malfunctions, I start shedding the kilos, my heart heading to zero, Beats per minute, so I give it up and start the puffing, On something, anything, cause I'm needing a fix, Snow falls over green fields and I'm feening the pips, With no fruit in sight, I thought I was over this, A week seems like the longest I can be that sober kid, Death I've come close to it, on purpose and by mistake, I stay up late, asking if the highs are worth the falls, But on drugs I don't care at all and it gives me a fright, I can't even have a drink on the rocks, I'm that afraid of the ice. Chorus: I want to be happy, but I want to be sad, I want to be sane, but I want to be mad, I want to feel something, I want to feel nothing, I'm caught up, cause I don't know who I am, I want to be happy, but I want to be sad, I want to be sane, but I want to be mad, I want to feel something, I want to feel nothing, I'm caught up, cause I don't know who I am. Verse 2: I don't know where I am, I don't know where I've been, Besides escaping for so long, that maybe this is a dream, Footage of me barking to beats, for hours I've seen, Calling myself emcee barks, with a pipe beside me, I still have no recollection, it sends shivers down my spine, Just like never forgetting chasing a cat at night with a knife, Or I thought I'd be cursed, when it escaped I cried, My heads an egg, cause I've been poached and fried, Changing colours like chameleons to white, green or blue, Varied by the mood I was feeling in different environments dude, I wish I had one side, why am I fighting with two? It's about time I start to try finding the truth, I'm over this cartoon and seeing stars like astronomy, I can't believe I let botany, lead to geology, But it did no apologies, time to learn from my mistakes, And change my life cause we control our own fate, Like what! Chorus: I want to be happy, but I want to be sad, I want to be sane, but I want to be mad, I want to feel something, I want to feel nothing, I'm caught up, cause I don't know who I am, I want to be happy, but I want to be sad, I want to be sane, but I want to be mad, I want to feel something, I want to feel nothing, I'm caught up, cause I don't know who I am.