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halt. — never, always there (demo)

this is a demo of a song. it is an original improvisation piece. lyrics: long time ago you wanted me so- much that you didn’t care and despite my stare you said to me: 'listen carefully i‘m full of uncertainty and i don‘t know where this will lead' and i said: 'hey, i‘m okay with that' the thing is though that in my head i lost the bet but you still went ahead you went ahead now i am sitting here open beer, after beer while my head fills with fear, fills with fear Interlude now i‘m trying to let it go trying to let the distance grow i‘m trying to be at peace or numb at least but the moment my head is free you‘re the only thing i see then pain mixes up with fear i ask me why, why well — it’s cause you’re not here and you, you just went ahead and i was happy instead and this is how my story ends a life full of pretentious pretense i‘ll try to stay conscious now survive this mess somehow and you went ahead and i was happy instead and now you‘re far away mis-tune is all i have to say, say leaves me to pay and what i ask myself: 'when will this asking end? and is this really hell or something my brain pretends? and have you moved on and are you really forever gone?' and all i‘m relying on now is this improvised song but back then you went ahead and now i am sad instead dtn. // 20 thank you for listening.