The long awaited story of Griffin Cosplays (please read description) скачать в хорошем качестве

The long awaited story of Griffin Cosplays (please read description)

Remember that no matter what I said, this isn’t meant to start drama. This is meant as a therapeutic sort of catharsis for me. A bit of honesty before I eventually close this chapter on my life. I’m sorry that it’s formatted like a canceled apology video, that really wasn’t intentional lmao- There are triggering topics in here, most aren’t gone into detail of but the one big huge TW is mention of SA. But the TLDR(or too long didn’t watch in this sense) is 1. I grew up pretty troubled and it gave me a lot of false ideas of how I was supposed to act in life, but it also really damaged me. 2. I started this video and early on in it said i wouldn’t talk about it much, but somewhere in the ramble I guess my brain went “screw it” and I brought up the youtuber era- so that summery is here too. I started YouTube at 15, and it ended roughly before my 17th birthday. I was in a lot of ways, still a child. YouTube isn’t something I should have done and I did it as a sort of part of my relationship. Let’s be clear here, even if I try to ignore, deny, and hide that part of my life, people will still know their name. People will still ask. I deserve a chance to at least talk about it and even though I told one of my friends I’d lay it to rest. I couldn’t in my right mind so that without at least giving it a moment to be acknowledged on my side. This isn’t the come back of Griffin, this is his funeral. 3. I will continue posting (hopefully) up until I delete this account along with my other medias, in hopes for healing and a fresh start. I have one last cosplay lined up for you guys and I hope I manage to actually pull it off. In the end I want you guys to take away that shit happens and sometimes you have to own up to it even if it wasn’t perfect on either side. I want you guys to take away that the person you know me as isn’t who I am. I want you to learn who I really am, see me for that as I post and remember me for who I am now instead of who I used to be. Those who have been here for a long time are appreciated, and it’s been a long ride. And to my friends who see this, still in contact or not, to the one who I said I wouldn’t talk about this stuff online anymore to, I’m sorry but right now I’m putting myself first, wholly accepting everything including the bad on my part and I can’t worry about the feelings of someone who doesn’t really care for my own emotions anymore. As much as I want to make it easier for them to move on, it’s not fair that that comes at my own expense. I cant sacrifice more of myself in the attempt to alleviate the pain of a bad relationship. I feel like this will cause backlash and I’m exhausted, likely I’ll regret this and it’ll be too late to take it back, but what has happened has happened. If I get backlash, so be it, I’ll take it in full and handle it to the best of my ability. Thank you everyone for watching and listening. -Ray