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love? lust? loneliness. (original song)

this song represents the back and forth questioning I did when romantic love felt foreign to me. I met someone and i felt bad for forcing myself into something my heart wasn't into. I came to terms that loving and being loved isn't something i should aspire to be, but should happen naturally. It's still completely okay and normal to not experience those feelings! For me it was more of the case of not being ready. Enjoy sad tune #47 -autumn written produced and sung by autumn falcove Lyrics: Do I love you? or love the thought of being loved by someone Do I miss you? or am I just longing for some attention 'Cause I can't really tell want my heart what’s between the loneliness And deep down all I really crave is some small form of happiness I know it’s selfish I don’t want hurt you I can't stop being reckless I just need someone to cling to But you take it as more So I feel the need to force But my heart remains silent Waiting for the day you’d ignite it If this is love, I don’t think it’s worth a fight I’m still empty inside, where’s that Bonnie and Clyde delight Sorry but I’d rather loneliness over love tonight Am I loveless or have just not found the right one? Does it make me completely terrible if I can’t really feel passion? 'Cause I seem to be really bad at navigating emotions So should I really blame myself for not knowing or not feeling yet It might sound stupid, just know I don’t mean to Changing me is useless, wish there was more of me to give to you Just know you deserve more and someone whose heart soars If that was me I don’t think I would fight it 'Cause choosing love over loneliness should have made my heart a siren I do this thing where are I can have like so much care for someone And then all of a sudden it’s gone And it’s not like I don’t like them anymore, it’s because I do My heart shuts down because it’s afraid to be torn out So I’d rather isolate myself then take the risk of getting hurt again It’s stupid but Don't be afraid to talk to me and stuff I'm a dork and pretty sure i'll like you: instagram:   / leafblowr   twitter:   / autumnisaloser   soundcloud:   / autumnfalcove   https://autumnfalcove.bandcamp.com/re... contact: autumnfalcove@gmail.com