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No One Left to Blame - Miles Riven

Lyrics I don’t slam doors, I let them close Real slow so it don’t look loud I tell myself it’s mutual But I know how I bow out I keep my name off the radar I fade out before the fight It’s easier to disappear Than explain what’s wrong inside I say I’m tired, not avoiding I say I’m busy, not afraid Every excuse feels believable When you’ve been running the same way I don’t wake up angry anymore I don’t cry the way I used to I just sit with all the quiet And the things I didn’t do If loneliness is chosen Then I chose it all along Now there’s no one left to blame When the room feels wrong I scroll through names I almost text Then lock the screen and breathe I don’t want to drag you into Whatever’s wrong with me I told myself I was protecting Everyone but mostly me Funny how self-preservation Turns into a memory I been calling it growth, but it’s comfort in disguise, Staying small felt safer than letting you inside. Every “check-in” felt like pressure on my chest, So I left it on red and told myself it’s for the best. I don’t ghost people fast, I fade ‘em out slow, Stop replying little by little ‘til there’s nothing left to know. I say “they moved on,” but I never stood still, I just kept choosing distance like it was a skill. Now I’m alone with the silence I built brick by brick, Wondering when being guarded started feeling like this. I wanted peace, not an empty place to stay, But I pushed everyone back— Now it’s quiet every day. I don’t wake up angry anymore I don’t ask where it all went I just replay every moment I convinced myself I meant If distance really keeps you safe Then I must be doing fine But safety feels a lot like loss When you’re alone at night Maybe love was never dangerous Maybe silence was the threat Maybe I mistook control For something I’d regret I don’t wake up angry anymore I just wake up feeling small Every wall I built for peace Still echoes when I call If I ever learn to stay Instead of walking on my own Maybe I’ll forgive myself For the things I never owned The night doesn’t owe me answers The past doesn’t call my name There’s no one left to blame now But I’m still learning how to stay