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coulou's cafe trumpet meditations (1hr) - cozy bedroom mix

hello lovely humans, i hope everyone is doing alright out there :) first i wanted to let you all know that i have anotherr show!!!!! coming up on august 2nd!!! in brooklyn!!!! at the sultan room!!!! just a couple days before my bday!!!!! so its kind of a birthday show? is that a thing idk but if you live in the area i'd love to see u there! it should be a really amazing show and im super excited to be performing more! here is the link to thattt and there's a link within that link to get a ticket :) https://partiful.com/e/5xIFIgZTtvjy9E... i've made so many meditation's now when i start to write about them i sometimes can't remember if i've already talked about certain feelings and thoughts, but i've been feeling a bit anxious/down (maybe something to do with the state of the world idk) and i've been trying to find balance and presence in this moment. the idea of success is a constantly changing experience for me, even though for a long time i've been very aware of the fact that "success" does not just equal happiness. learning to understand the importance of your ability to enjoy the day to day in life is so deeply significant. i've been feeling the need to pay more attention to that recently. i wonder with the fast state of ever changing technology, jobs being replaced, and peoples paths being disrupted, what the potential is for some of us to have the opportunity to change the way we validate/define/and understand ourselves. i was really going through a whole spiral of thoughts, was thinking like ok. first you have people way long ago when we were more like monkeys in nature idk but i'd have to imagine the daily sense of purpose was like finding food and taking care of a kid if u had one. super clear and simple, obvi life was probably nuts hard back then too. then ya know we get some society but most people be farming, still raising kids, only a few real options kinda still centered around this need for survival. then as we continued to develop and gain more skills in feeding and taking care of ourselves, these clear and basic physical needs shifted over to the need for lots of money and status and power. and all that is completely immaterial, like its all just made up and collectively agreed upon fiction, and you wonder like, quick thought, if any of you saw the movie perfect days, incredible, honestly i have like all the same hobbies as that man and it was just so beautiful because as the audience, we had a chance to experience someone just living their life directly in front of them, not in the internet cloud and weird complicated social structures we've developed. and he was happy and peaceful and it was so moving to see that (the movie was much more than just that but we're cut for time). not sure if i'll land the throughline of this but the thought i ended up with was, it feels like at least the world i am surrounded by is reaching these boiling points. we know we could use technology and science and collective effort to have a society that everyone can live in fairly, we know just on a resource level that could totally exist. unfortunately most of the worlds wealth is hoarded by way to few people and the balance is all off. but in my heart i can see there is one reality that exists on some timeline where instead of flying towards what feels like an inevitable revolution, we find ourselves in a new renaissance. a moment where more people can make art and read and learn music or fish and build a house cause they want to and just be with people. we could have a symbiotic and healthy relationship with technology and could take care of this planet we're all on. i think most people want that, not everyone, but i do think most of us just wanna be able to get up, be around the people we love, do things that inspire or make us happy, and just get to experience this crazy thing that is being a person on a floating rock in an endless expanse that we know nothing of. my gawd i been thinkin too much, tomorrow i will take care of my plants and my fish and shrimps and give my thinking brain a rest. love u all, i can tell there's so many good humans in this community and that warms my heart and gives me hope. lovelove, coulou https://linktr.ee/coulou_