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#nathanwagner #psychosis SUBSCRIBE:    / @nathanwagner762   Patreon:   / nathanwagner   DISCORD:   / discord   Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB... DISCORD:   / discord   Song written by Nathan Wagner Produced and performed by Nathan Wagner I really didn’t want to release this song. It’s something I’ve maybe talked about to two or three people. Terrified of the reaction. Terrified of the assumptions that come along with this topic. But it’s something that’s never talked about. Really ever. So here it is. I spent three years studying music every moment of every day. I completely cut myself off from everyone and everything except my studies. I knew that if I gave it everything, my chances of “Making it” were still slim. So I held nothing back. About a year and a half into isolation, I started to really really disconnect. This song explains the state of mind almost perfectly. Just this feeling of “Nothing is real” was overwhelming and would haunt me day and night. Couldn’t find peace of mind. By the grace of God, love and human connection brought me out of it. We’re not meant to be alone. If you’re in that place, reach out. Talk to me. I'll be praying. You're not alone. So sorry about the obscure topic, but if it could help someone feel less alone/more understood, It’s worth it. I love you guys so much. Can’t even begin to explain how fortunate I am. Thank you so much for listening. Lyrics Everything is in my brain All the Thunder all the rain Mental pictures they became Everything is in my brain All the pleasure all the pain The one I love the one I hate Mental pictures they became Everything is in my brain It’s like nothings real Chemicals we feel Nothing tangible I can’t feel your soul Is it all a lie Get so petrified That it’s all a dream When I wake I’ll see I’m falling in my head again This winding road just never ends Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside Maybe it’s over Beautiful destruction seeps When there’s too much time to think Such abysmal tendencies When delusion reigns in me Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside Maybe it’s over #nathanwagner #psychosis SUBSCRIBE:    / @nathanwagner762   Patreon:   / nathanwagner   DISCORD:   / discord   Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Z6DsB... DISCORD:   / discord   Lyrics Everything is in my brain All the Thunder all the rain Mental pictures they became Everything is in my brain All the pleasure all the pain The one I love the one I hate Mental pictures they became Everything is in my brain It’s like nothings real Chemicals we feel Nothing tangible I can’t feel your soul Is it all a lie Get so petrified That it’s all a dream When I wake I’ll see I’m falling in my head again This winding road just never ends Maybe we’re comatose in purgatory lines A fleet of lonely ghosts pretending we’re still alive Maybe the afterlife is where we all reside Maybe it’s over Been lost for so long Schizoid man off and on Will I ever belong Just Me and me Been lost for so long Schizoid man off and on Will I ever belong Just Me and me