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SinisterShaun - STERVEN (free beat by Rajaste) 2021 Video

I feel more fear in the light than a child in the dark Run away from today, but can’t escape tomorrow After lightning flashes comes thunder A storm full of worries… head going under Lack of oxygen… and water in my lungs Stomach maybe full… but my heart is starving There is no use disguising myself Because only in my thoughts I can hide At night I lie awake Can’t sleep because of the pain Because reading your obituary remains my biggest pastime activity I now realize that a gift doesn’t have to be a present But later, even this moment will be “the good old days” I’m the only black sheep in the whole herd So I’m not afraid of a fox who wants to feast Yet panic fills my eyes Because loneliness is something I can’t escape alone There is a brick wall when the door opens I shout: “Can someone out there hear me?” Chances as small as a needle in a haystack Realize that I’ve long been dead Because dying is a promise A time bomb waiting to explode And everyone is the victim Mandatory vacation — so pack your suitcase One-way traffic toward the future Be careful not to end up in a traffic jam With patience you can drive farther than where you stood But only with endurance you can go around There’s a layer of dust on my ideas Want to go up but I’m stuck down here Because of poorly spent time in the past Yes, I exist — but I’m not living 1-2-3-4-5-6-6-6 Crisis support, SOS Message in a glass bottle But the water stops flowing — low pressure area My guardian angel is online but he’s not reading my messages Who would I be if I weren’t drugged Lump in my throat… voice trembling If I were a car, I’d be wrongly parked When it gets too much, I drive away from problems But all the gas is gone now Praying that I will never be found Because I owe the devil And my soul has already been sold Bloomed like a flower Withered because it was pruned Place a weapon against my head Paint the walls with my blood Trapped in a self-woven web Bathrobe cord around my neck I’ll tie the knot myself Can you just kick the chair away? Your words cut like a knife Talk to me so I can die Heaven is full And I’m already staying in hell Life forgets many But death forgets none Petrified like a statue Goodbye is what I announce