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Radiarc - Dream No More

It was then that all stopped, and I stood still, wading in reflections of time. The physical began to fade and became ethereal, and my form was fixed to the waters rising. She approached me slowly; steadily, and inevitably, she passed through me, and I felt my soul leave along with the familiar. I thought myself rid of this affliction, but upon waking then 'til now, I feel a pain far surpassing any I've ever felt before, the self remaining, but inconsolable. A dream, I tell myself, yet, if it was just a dream, perhaps I should fall and rest forever, peacefully, and dream no more. https://radiarc.bandcamp.com/track/dr... https://www.deviantart.com/sharpiebos... I've never struggled with any song nearly as much as this one. I don't think a day's gone by that I haven't broken down. When I finally had a name for it, I couldn't even type it, and honestly, I'm having a bit of trouble with this now. I hate so intensely my inability to quell the way I feel, but there's only so much one can take after years of pretending everything's fine. I'm alone. Everything's gone. I walk around the house and I'm overwhelmed, not with regret, but the one thing that's left -- the reminder of what I thought I had, thought would be, and never truly was. This song only took me about three days of real work, maybe, but every second of playback felt like an eternity. It all means something. Everything. And I hate it, but it had to be done. I feel so, so intensely, and it just hurts. But I hope it was worth it. Thank you for being there; may the future be bright.I'm wide open for commissions; I'm looking around for another job, but though I know it's horribly likely, I don't want to end up anywhere that's nearly as bad as the last place I worked. If you have nothing you want from me, but would still like to give, I do have a paypal: https://www.paypal.me/radiarc Anything and everything is greatly appreciated; I've disabled monetization for this track on youtube because I don't get much from ads anyway, and I don't want anything getting in the way of this song and its message. Hopefully I'll be able to work back up to where I was soon enough, I just knew that before I did anything, this song had to be made. And, again, thank you for listening to me. Sometimes, it's just nice to be heard.