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Why Awareness Feels Like A Curse Not A Gift - Jiddu Krishnamurti

Why does awareness sometimes feel more like a curse than a gift? We are often told that becoming conscious brings freedom, peace, and clarity. But for many people, the moment awareness deepens, something else appears — discomfort, loneliness, and a quiet psychological pain that no one talks about. In this video, inspired by the philosophical insights of Jiddu Krishnamurti, we explore the silent suffering that emerges after awakening. The kind of suffering that doesn’t come from ignorance, but from seeing too clearly. When illusions dissolve, when the mind can no longer rest in old certainties, and when the comfort of unconscious living disappears, awareness stops feeling like a blessing. This is not a motivational video. It won’t promise that everything will get better. And it won’t tell you that “everything happens for a reason.” Instead, this video is an honest exploration of why awareness can feel painful, why consciousness dismantles the illusion of control and belonging, and why the mind often resists truth even when it seeks it. We talk about the inner loneliness that appears even when you’re surrounded by people, the discomfort with shallow conversations, and the mental exhaustion that comes from constant observation. If you’ve ever felt that understanding yourself made life heavier instead of easier… If your mind no longer finds rest where it used to… If awakening left you feeling disconnected rather than enlightened… this video is for you. Here, awareness is not presented as a path to happiness, but as a confrontation with truth. And truth, as Krishnamurti often pointed out, demands courage — not belief, not comfort, not escape. This video is part of an ongoing philosophical journey into consciousness, mental conditioning, psychological suffering, and inner transformation. There are no answers offered here — only observation, clarity, and an invitation to look without illusion. Watch slowly. Let it resonate. And see what it reveals about your own inner world.