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My Hearts Cry

Oh come let us worship and bow down; Let us kneel before the Lord our Maker. (Psalms 95:6) Hey guys! So just some context, over the past month (April to May) there have been exams and deadlines and all these different things occurring but God has continued to be faithful as His love, grace and mercy has just followed me everywhere! However, this has also been a time of refining, pruning and chastising which just proves how much of an amazing Father He is. To be very honest with you guys, there are things God has been helping me deal with, especially the image of being a "perfect person" who has got it all together and just dealing with things like image, which God is continuing to break in me. He has been helping me understand that I don't need validation from youtube videos, friends, social media... even grades. In fact, He has been showing me that I just have to be my goofy self which He loves so much. He has also shown me that I don't have to hide away from social media, fear it or act as if everything is perfect on it. (It is good to take some time off though, as I think as it can become peoples lives very easily, but i must admit it was something I would run from sometimes just because I was scared of how people would view me! imagine lol!) So you can appreciate that even starting this youtube channel took a lot of help from the Lord and encouragement from friends. Nevertheless, there was still a battle or conflict with image in some ways and so because of this I had decided on the day of this recording that if this video we did on this day didn't come from the heart it wouldn't be going up. Furthermore, I didn't even want to do this video this month, I was literally just so tired, like I had even woke up late after a nap and as I was walking to where we record I was saying to God that I really don't want this video to become fake or anything, or that this becomes a thing of watching views and subscribers. To be honest i was even contemplating going back home because I felt so drained and lacking creativity (I had no idea what I was singing, as usual lol) and even the keyboard I was carrying felt heavy (and its extremely ligh for a keyboard). But, glory to God just after speaking to Him about this, as I was walking, I bumped into a friend (shout out to Phillip) who offered to help me carry my keyboard and just encouraged me in the Lord without even realizing. I then said to Rachel, Uncle Wilson and Dami when I arrived like 30mins late lol that if today wasn't from the heart its not going up. So we after chatting, praying and setting up we began, however, I felt to stop pray and start again, I really wanted us to just minster unto God whether people would see it or not. Because it is not about us but about Him. So my prayer is that when you listen to this (even though its long lol) worship Him! Mediate on His word and His goodness, pray, inteceede, dance, sing, draw, write... Just do whatever Holy Spirit is leading you to do. So thank you for being patient with us and me! I hope this blesses you. Love from Lauren Also I actually have to thank God for these friends of mine who love worshiping the Lord Jesus with me, aren't they amazing! Thank you Rachel, Uncle Wilson and Sebo Dami!