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Ryan Bomzer - Worthless (Music Video)

I have been filming this music video since early 2021 and recreated scenes from my childhood, and teenage years when I was robbed. This song was written when I was in a dark place but by the end of writing the song I felt a lot more positive about life. The single 'worthless' is for anyone who is feeling down, I hope that you can listen to the song and not feel alone with your thoughts. Worthless is available to stream everywhere NOW. Buy 'Worthless' on iTunes:   / worthless   THE MAKING OF THE MUSIC VIDEO Behind the scenes:    • Видео   Making a prop knife:    • Видео   I was robbed (storytime):    • I WAS ROBBED WITH A KNIFE (storytime)   We had a chicken in our flat:    • Видео   ☕ BUY ME A COFFEE: https://buymeacoffee.com/ryanbomzer 🌟 SOCIALS Instagram: https://bit.ly/2WXgcHc Twitter: https://bit.ly/2TyjiPL Facebook: https://bit.ly/3cV7fDP TikTok: @ryanbomzer LYRICS Been rapping for 10 years, and I still ain't found myself. I don’t know where I'm going and I don’t know where I’ve been. I'm fed up with the thoughts, and I feel like a victim. Since I was born I feel like a part of me has been missing. The negative thoughts started around the age of four. Back then, was when my nutrition was poor. You see I didn’t get the best start, but my grandparents saved me. When life was falling hard and I was only a baby. I used to cry on my birthdays, those were the worst days. I was feeling like I was lost, and couldn’t find my birthplace. Parents separated and had other problems too. I know the past hurts but I’m speaking the truth. I had a passion for music, when I was, only little. On the outside fine, but I was broken in the middle. It’s the only thing that helps me express, and from a young age, I knew life was a test. Everyday feeling like I'm worthless No way can I find my purpose Which way should I go Which path should I take At age thirteen I met a girl, and we fell in love. I didn’t think she was the type to mess up our trust. That was the only time that I had opened up. Then the ongoing year I found it hard to adjust. This was a difficult year, it was the same year I was robbed. With a knife to my neck, I was saved by god. And at that point on, I was scared of going out. Feeling isolated in my room and never myself. But it’s in this time, that I was created. Healing my mental wounds, writing lyrics as my day shift. Sitting in my room all alone making music. Recording vocals on my phone and feeling useless. Suddenly, the anxiety set in. My life was a mess and I wanted to forget everything. But I couldn’t let go of the thoughts when the darkness arrived I was trying to hold on, but a part of me died. Everyday feeling like I'm worthless No way can I find my purpose Which way should I go Which path should I take Everyday feeling like I'm worthless No way can I find my purpose Which way should I go Show me where to go The thoughts wonʼt leave, so, maybe should I? I could relieve the pain, maybe by a cry? Oh, but iʼm a man, and men arenʼt meant to show. Were meant to just blend - like a snowman in the snow. A fake happy face, topped with a carrot nose. I feel myself melting down by a hot hose. They say a door opens as you see it close, so why am I empty, my soul is a ghost. Why do I feel doubt, beyond any hope, overpowering so bad, that I canʼt cope? Thoughts, thoughts, it seems they never leave, distracting me, putting my heart to my sleeve. How do I control, all this negativity? I wonʼt fold nah, Iʼll start CBT. Then I will achieve, and my talent wonʼt be brief. Why canʼt we see? we’re destined to be free. It’s up to you to find the right path, life isn’t always easy sometimes it is hard. Take control of your life, this life is ours. Let’s stick together put our negativity in the past.