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Voidnight-Looped (Original Song)

"Today I had that nightmare again. The one about you drowning and running away from me. I was so afraid of trying to reach out to you. I didn't want to see you in that state, but I also knew that if I ran away, I wouldn't be able to save you. I was so afraid that I just stood in place, seeing everything around me change. The field of flowers fully submerged looked awful - I wish I could delete that memory from my head. I was shaking and couldn't stop myself from staring at everything happening at once. You... somehow came to me. I felt your cold hands touching mine, as if you were already gone... but you were moving. Caressing them, I stood there. Motionless, I looked at your face... but I didn't see you. I saw... no one. You'd vanished. I remembered within my dream you've been gone for a while. Not gone from earth, just from my side. Crying myself to sleep in that field of flowers, I can't stop thinking about you... and what you would've maybe said to me. 'It's okay, I will always be with you even if I'm away'. I remember that line... and it stings so much... and it's been... over 10 years... I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH... IT HURTS SO MUCH WHENEVER I HAVE THESE DREAMS. THEY WON'T STOP KEEPING ME AWAKE SO I DON'T REMEMBER YOU BY MY SIDE AS MUCH. THEY WON'T STOP SCREWING WITH MY DAILY LIFE. IT JUST WILL NEVER STOP WILL IT? every waking moment. i think about you. my head hurts from not sleeping enough. at times i can't think of even doing work. but these dreams... they lull me into thinking sleeping is safe so they then get me when i'm at my weakest. they know damn well where to attack don't they? after all they're my subconscious. like a hedgehog or porcupine. these memories, i appreciate them. but they hurt me so much when i want to remember them. i can't keep going like this. i'm so sorry. i'm insane already; it's so all over the place.! my thoughts, they just shatter when they try to form,. i need you,here,. you have been gone for so long!! it's tragic. how i've fallen. why can't i have you back you fled away. you ran away. and i'm to blame. i'm sorry for being so selfish. i can't imagine what you went through. i just... miss you so much. and i want these dreams to stop. your smile. like a bell, it keeps ringing in my head. flashes at times in my memory. it keeps me going, though. like you want to save me. from myself. and for you. i'm hoping i can see you again. Rosa." ------------------ Happy birthday to me! Another year's gone by. It's finally time I revealed what these songs have been about: it's about these 2 original characters of mine. I think the emotion they convey is exactly what I've been looking to dump all this lore I have for them, so these songs mostly talk about their struggles. You already know Rosa Silvermoon, my main character who's been as my persona online for over 10 years now. The other character though... not many know who they are, but it'll all come in due time, sorry! Also, I tried to do a little more and drew the frames in the vid to see how it'd go. It's my first time doing something like that, and, while they're rough drawings, I think they put the feelings of what the story is about really well! ------------------ Track: Voidnight-Looped Composed, arranged and mastered using FL Studio 12. Final video rendered using ZGameEditor Visualizer ------------------ Support my uploads!: https://ko-fi.com/T6T2BN75 Twitter:   / jerrystuffro   Newgrounds: https://jerrystuffro.newgrounds.com/ Alternatively, find me in any of the links in this! https://linktr.ee/jerrystuffro