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paralyzed in motion (22edo)

#microtonal #idm #22edo #xenharmonic for so long i have been stuck these perpetual cycles of activity intended to lead me some place better, some higher plane of existence, some higher level of ability, and yet they never seem to coalesce in any way that is satisfying. i meet some insurmountable obstacle or the distance constantly seems further and further away. the struggle seems pointless, but i continue maybe this is some mid-life crisis, or perhaps the same tired hopelessness i have suffered repeatedly since i was a teenager, but it seems more and more that this perpetual striving for some unattainable goal is not actually a temporary journey, but a lifelong condition. if i were to give up, the momentum i have established would give way, and i will never reach the carrot i have longed for since childhood. and yet it seems so obviously like a trap, a reward only for the chosen select, of which i will never be a part of /// this song was created in reaper mostly using zebra 3. the drums were created with serum 2. some of the noises were generated in eleven labs. some are recordings i made of tearing paper shout out to mr. leaky, dom rocks, and pailiaq for giving me some ideas and feedback /// check out my latest album http://gordonwery.bandcamp.com donate http://youtube.com/redirect?event=cha...