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Hell has always been Here

Written by Sweet Buzz Music. Produced by Suno. Lyrics are written by me, vocals and instrumental are produced by Suno. Lyrics: [verse] Got a weird ass feeling in my heart Call it paranoia if you want When will I reach my final form? I’m torn between one too many sides The true one seems to like to hide Takes too much strength to let my pride die The ego, the type of L I can’t let go I’m stuck rolling in the sorrow From today into tomorrow I stay low, even though I’m living like I’m on death row Waiting for the last day as if it’s saving me I must be crazy, carrying on like this It’s killing me slowly, pursuing happiness I became a grotesque mess of a man Sometimes I consider myself less than Much worse and forced to withstand being A combination of a hideous being Passing my reflection, couldn’t believe what I was seeing I must be dreaming, stuck in a nightmare Living it up in a deep fear, yeah Hell has always been here [chorus] (Somebody blow my brains out) (It’s getting darker all the time, I fear) Hell has always been here! (Put the gun into my mouth) (My end is becoming so clear) Hell has always been here! (I’m fucking trying!) Hell has always been here! (I’m not fucking lying!) Hell has always been here! (I’m not fucking hiding!) Hell has always been here! (I’m fucking dying!) Hell has always been here! Always been here! Always been here! [verse 2] My past has me held captive The hole’s becoming massive Due to the lack of motivation I don’t feel the sensation Only procrastination and medication Yet I’m still waiting to be saved But I can only save myself Fantasizing about coming across wealth Jumping into schemes without thinking twice Active on the scene, pray it’ll change my life Forever in a memory of losing you The cold and dimly lit room Lights flashing in your eyes with no reaction Now it’s time for the callous interactions With doctors and nurses while I’m busy tryna mourn you That day you left, I was torn in two Don’t know what I’m turning into But the end will be here soon Tip toeing to my motherfucking doom What else am I to do? Shit, who could I run to trapped in this Hell? [chorus] [verse 3] Another day with this pain Times are getting so strange Can’t ever see the change It’s so hard to maintain Can I retrain my brain? Or have I gone insane? My life’s a joke, I’m losing hope At the end of my rope How do I stay up when death’s calling me? Clearly haunting me as a means of escape Wish I had the power to redesign my fate But I fear it’s too late I’ve been corrupted by hate As much as I try to play a role I’m still stuck in this goddamn hole Cursing the world as they laugh Heading down this one path But how long will I last in this Hell? [chorus] [outro] Hell has always been here…