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Impossible to remember

Hello everyone and welcome back again to my channel! I've been a little more quiet than usual but there are reasons for my behaviour. I really wanna focus on music, singing and writing lyrics and that's why I vanished here and there... This song is a collaboration with my friend Carsten who composed the music while I wrote the lyrics and sung all the vocals. Maybe you can guess or imagine that it's a deep and sad song and maybe some of you will feel the words I've chosen. Here are the lyrics: The canopy still looks the same Like countless years ago And every road still has its name In winter clouds weep snow It seems like nothing would have changed Appearances deceive Things fall apart to rearrange And breakups can relieve Something floats through time and space A ghostly part of me I've struggled on too many ways And could not longer see That maybe good things hide somewhere Like jewels inside a stone I've learnt most people do not care And I'm addicted to be alone How does happiness feel? I only know the word How long need wounds to heal? When will it stop to hurt? Impossible to remember The brightness sun once brought While I start to surrender Ice and rocks fill my heart I'm counting hours day by day And try to find some joyfulness It doesn't exist on my way It is not meant for me I guess So tell me why should I stay here When all these years were always grey And no one dried a falling tear There is just nothing more to say I notice what's surrounding me Beauty everywhere A corralled mind wants to break free And escape toxic air To crash someone doesn't need much An unwise word it takes And not even one gentle touch Could ever cure what's caused through hate My smile is just a memory An echo in my head I push people away from me Trust is something I still regret I've changed to save myself from you And hide what's down below There is not more that I could do That' why I pack my bags and go How does happiness feel? I only know the word How long need wounds to heal? When will it stop to hurt? Impossible to remember The brightness sun once brought While I start to surrender Ice and rocks fill my heart I'm counting hours day by day And try to find some joyfulness It doesn't exist on my way It is not meant for me I guess So tell me why should I stay here When all these years were always grey And no one dried a falling tear There is just nothing more to say I hope you'll enjoy the song and its mood. I'm really looking forward to read your comments. *Many thanks go out to the artists of Pixabay who allow to use their short videos for other projects. I estimate that really much and don't take it for granted. That's why I'm meanwhile also a part of this great community and share photos, videos and songs there. Feel free to follow the link: https://pixabay.com/de/users/aura__in... You can also send me a message to: aura_indigo@hotmail.com #ambient #ambientmusic #sad #sadmusic #auraindigo #auraindigomusic #voice #emotions #feelings #heartfelt #heartfeltmusic #brokenheart #sadnes #deep #deepfeels #dream #dreamsound #chillout #chilloutmusic