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Grief Keeps Chasing Me

A poem I wrote about my stance on loving, although I've not yet found the one to love : 400. Her In The Future She is the one I've not yet found But in the absence of her name I'll write of our future She is the gale stealing ashes from my tray Telling me she doesn't like seeing me hurt myself this way A soft, whispered voice Kinder than any morning alarm She is the blissful whiff I get after perfurming my body Counting tales of her childhood Though hard, still beautiful She made me into shambles Not to be rebuilt but reminded That there was no living before her Before her hands reached my wounded cheeks She is the lipbalm on my winter lips Making sure that I'll be alright For the harsher days to come And forget my sorrows She is the sunrise I stayed up for Late to the party But so full of colours Even life wants to be like her She is the winding willow By the lake in the park I grew up near The one under which I hid Among birds and shrubberies I cannot come to explain how she did all this All this living, so elegant Only caring for others to live with her Forgetting her own sleep in the ordeal Without her I feel orphan Cry me a river so I can be your ocean, she utters Bear me not holy, but my tears you carry In jars for which I care nary She is life I fear living Crossing busy streets with her hands-- So tightly held in mine, I could steal her whole The only one completing my body And she is the home I fear leaving Never having had a place to call home Only apartments, houses and sheds Made with bones brittle enough to break She is the easel I need not fix To paint all our memories Lived slowly like water droping from the tap Or the landscapes I fear forgetting As, you know, I've had trouble with my memory But her I cannot forget her She draws every last breath from my chest Plucking my ribs like petals from flower heads She is the soft days giving me rest When she whispers that it'll be alright That we can just stay in bed longer And the day can wait for us She is the gardener caring for flowerbeds In this mansion I carved into my heart For her to stay safe And away from the dreaded lonely She is the kind apricity That takes you whole on boring Uni days Telling you it was perhaps worth going Just to share this intimacy with the Sun She is holding me for the time of a bedtime story Bringing me half-asleep from the backseat So I won't dream of not dreaming her She is the only one allowing me to sleep She is the same as these songs I adore Looped 'till my wit's end and evermore Of which I know no lyrics But somehow mimic the melodies Oh I think I'm in love Or at least that I'll be in love Not with humans but deities The one passing your gaze On metro platforms, hiding from hail I'll take care of her Moon water and sunlit windowsill I want to see her bloom in Spring Green in Summer, gold in Autumn And loving in the dead of Winter - Well hiya folks, It's finally here ! The first album of the year, 'In Tenderness, I Rust'. I could not be happier sharing this with all of you. It's another evolution of my music, more structured but also more experimental. The entire album, as always, is a self portrait. Which tries to show how it is sinking before helpless eyes. How I hardly fight my battles, and so scarcely win. But finding comfort in love and tenderness, as they are incredibly important in our world methinks. I hope you will like it, as much as I liked making it. I did everything by myself, composing, taking the photographs, editing on my cellphone from a decade ago. It's so hard to keep up with all of it but worth it in the end. Music is a kind of life. A beautiful one must I add. Thank you all so much for your continuous support over the years. In May, it will be 6 years since I started this whole Symbiose ordeal. And in 6 years so much has happened, and changed. All thanks to you. Now onwards to 6 more years, with, I hope, you by my side. I give you my most solemn love, Kindly now Symbiose - Connect with Symbiose : Pro Email : symbioseprofessionnel@gmail.com Bandcamp : https://symbiosemusic.bandcamp.com Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/artist/727sm... Apple Music :   / symbiose   Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/symbiose_mu... Youtube :    / symbiosemusique   Twitter : https://twitter.com/Symbiosemusique?s=09 TikTok :   / symbiose_music   Discogs : https://www.discogs.com/fr/artist/823... And to have all these links here is a general one : https://hyperfollow.com/Symbiosemusic - Stuff used here : Instrument(s) : Yamaha YDP144 Recording applications : Yamaha Smart Pianist + Garageband If you want to use my creations PLEASE ask me for my permission (by email or any other way to contact me) and GIVE ME AND THE OTHER ARTISTS credits, it's the least someone can do. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED Under my very new and own label Omosis Of Nights #piano