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A Composer's Story

He came down from the high country where the wind had teeth and the pines stood like old soldiers who had forgotten why they still held the ridge. In his chest moved something that was not quite heart, not quite storm. It was frequency. It was the dry rasp of swallows cutting the evening air and the black chatter of starlings turning together against a bruised sky. It was the sudden slap of a tempest breaking over the mesa and the long, low moan of wind that finds every crack in the adobe and sings through it like grief with no owner.He did not speak his name because names are small boats and what lived in him would not fit. Men tried. They always tried. They brought questions the way a man brings a lantern into a dark barn expecting to find only horses. They asked what he was. They asked what the sound meant. They stood too close and waited for explanation as though explanation were a thing that could be skinned and nailed to the wall.He gave them nothing.Once, in a cafe south of Naples, where the lamps smoked and the air tasted of mescal and old regrets, a woman with eyes the color of wet slate leaned across the scarred table and said, “Tell me your song.”He looked at her a long time. The swallows were in his throat then, wheeling. The starlings rose and fell inside his ribs. Outside, the wind had found the canyon and was trying to tear it open.He reached across and touched her wrist. Not hard. Just enough so she felt the pulse that was not only blood.Then he stood.The door banged behind him and the cold came in like a second man. The swallows went quiet. The starlings settled. Far off a coyote yipped once and the wind took the sound and carried it away until it was only memory.Do not define him, the old men said later, nursing their drinks. Do not ask why he grows stronger with age, when other men grow frail. Do not ask what the song is for.Feel it move through your own bones when the weather turns and the birds lift all at once from the olive trees.. Feel the suddenness. Feel the wail that has no words and needs none.That is enough.That is all there ever was.