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Ashes in the Quite - By Jannie Heyneke

Song written by me, created in Suno Pro & video put together with stock video & generated in iMovie. Here is the poem that lead to the song (will post the song lyrics below as well) Ashes in the Quiet (prose poem) I think this begins the moment I stop reaching for the volume knob. Not because the noise was wrong, but because I no longer need it to feel real. There was a time when being capable became my language. When holding things together was how I stayed connected. I learnt early how to carry weight without letting it show, how to translate the unsayable into something useful, how to stand in rooms and make sense of what others felt but could not name. That skill kept me alive. It also kept me braced. I mistook readiness for peace, and motion for meaning. I learnt how to be valuable without ever asking what it was costing me. So I kept moving, kept refining, kept showing up whole even when I felt divided. But there is a quiet that comes after endurance. Not the kind that empties you, the kind that stays. It waits patiently while you outrun it. It waits until you’re ready to notice that nothing is chasing you anymore. This is where I am now. Standing still long enough to hear myself without an audience. Not trying to be exceptional. Not trying to be forgiven. Just present, and unfinished, and enough. I think about the version of me who learnt to be strong by being small, who learnt to adapt before he learnt to ask, who built armour out of competence and called it maturity. That version doesn’t need to be sharpened anymore. He doesn’t need another proving ground. He can rest. There is relief in laying down what once kept me upright. Relief in realising that strength doesn’t vanish when you stop gripping it. That silence can hold as much truth as noise ever did. If this is an ending, it is not a collapse. It is a setting down. A choosing. I am not stepping away from meaning. I am stepping towards a quieter version of it. One that doesn’t need to announce itself to be real. Whatever remains after this… let it arrive softly. Song lyrics Ashes in the Quiet (alternate song) {Verse 1} I was born in the static of a dying radio Halo cracked, heart wired to the undertow Silver prayers in my pockets, full of holes I learned to bleed beautifully, then let it go Mother said the world would bruise my hands Father said nothing ever goes as planned So I carved my name in the side of the moon Just to prove the night could feel me too {Pre-Chorus} Every ghost I loved still sings In broken chords and rusted strings {Chorus} So let me fade in the echo of who I was Not the god, not the mess, just the sound of us If heaven sleeps in feedback and scars I’ll meet you there between the stars Don’t save me, don’t follow me home I’m finally fine being alone {Verse 2} I chased the light till it swallowed my eyes Dressed my hunger up in alibis Crowns of noise, thorns of fame Every kiss felt a little like shame I burned the future to stay young Sang my sins till they came undone Every anthem was a love letter torn To the kid who swore he wouldn’t be reborn {Pre-Chorus} If love is war, I waved the white Still lost, but learned to choose the night {Chorus} So let me fade in the echo of who I was Not the god, not the mess, just the sound of us If heaven sleeps in feedback and scars I’ll meet you there between the stars Don’t save me, don’t follow me home I’m finally fine being alone {Bridge} There’s a silence louder than rage There’s a mercy earned with age I don’t need to be forgiven now I laid my weapons down somehow All the beauty I tried to outrun Was waiting where I’d begun {Final Chorus} So let me rest in the wreckage and grace In the quiet after the last note plays If you hear me when the record ends It’s just love learning how to bend No saviors, no martyrs, no throne Just a voice saying… I’m not alone {Outro} Ashes hum where the fire was born Goodnight to the dream I couldn’t warn If this is the end, let it be true I gave the noise… Now I give you