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Saving Me From Myself | A Real Country Confession

[Verse 1] God, I’m face-down on a dirty floor Knuckles bleeding, can’t lie no more I burned every bridge I ever crossed Now I’m praying you don’t count the cost If you still hear the broken and damned The screw-ups, the liars, the shaking hands I’ve been wrong since I learned my name And I don’t trust myself to change [Pre-Chorus] I’ve made promises I couldn’t keep I’ve chased relief down bottles and sheets So if grace still falls this far down I need it now [Chorus] I wanna be a good man — not just when it’s easy Not just sober, not just needy I wanna look myself straight in the eyes And not see another goddamn lie I wanna be a strong man — yeah, the scared kind The kind that owns his mess this time God, I don’t need saving from hell I need saving from myself [Verse 2] If there’s still a chance with her somehow I know I don’t deserve it now But if love’s a fire I pissed on before I’d crawl through glass to feel it warm It’s gonna take more than apologies More than crying on my knees It’s gonna take a miracle and then some To make her trust who I’ve become [Chorus] I wanna be a stay man — not a ghost Not another almost, almost I wanna be the man she sleeps beside Not the reason she cries at night I wanna be your man — no bullshit, no show Not just Sundays, not just low God, if she ever believes again Let it be in the man I am [Bridge] I know talk’s cheap at 2 a.m. When regret comes crawling in But I swear this ain’t another plea I’m done running — don’t give up on me [Breakdown] I’ve fucked it up more times than I can count If mercy’s real, let it find me now [Final Chorus] I wanna be a giving man — not a taker A line-in-the-sand, no-excuses changer I wanna live like tomorrow’s real Not numb, not bitter, not half-healed God, I’m done with who I’ve been I’m done making the same amends If you’re still in the business of change Start right here — wreck me, remake me [Outro] Yeah, break me if that’s what it takes Just don’t let me walk away the same