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I was a very angry young man (ASMR)

"I was a very angry young man. I was strong had a farm was used to dealing with big rough things it's part of our fallen nature isn't it?" John Butler's voice has been called "the sleepiest voice ever" and with over 25m views (or rather listens) of his most popular 'ConsciousTV' interview, John explains why he is pleased people find rest with his voice. John says "I welcome ASMR with open arms and if people find my videos, which they call 'unintentional ASMR', give them an ASMR feeling then I am delighted and I feel totally at home with it." Many viewers say "I came for the voice; I stayed for the wisdom." Producer: Phil Shankland InSight New Media Productions Ltd: https://insightnewmedia.co.uk Title design: Wendy Mayes Design https://www.wendymayes.co.uk Audio mastering: Archie Clarke https://www.db.company Copyright: Spiritual Unfoldment Trust 2025 Reproduction without permission forbidden. Join 'Go beyond' members and watch the following new ASMR videos ad-free before they go public: True knowledge is revealed (33min) Understanding prayer (24min) Meditation as gentle surrender (28min) Do you consider yourself a Christian? (30min) The worth of things (29min) Totally allowing (32min) Speak from experience (31min) Minimum 1 month. Cancel any time -    / @unintentionalasmrjohnbutler  . John's Butler's first audiobook 'Mystic Approaches' is now available on Audible - https://www.audible.co.uk/pd/Mystic-A... Those wanting more detailed accounts of John's life experience - the formative influences, which have taught and made him what he is, will find it in his 8 published books, available through the website: https://spiritualunfoldment.co.uk/store/. FREE 86pp PDF 'Introducing Spiritual Unfoldment' With tempting extracts describing his life-long spiritual journey - in the hope they will encourage readers to go further, buy his books and read the whole story for themselves, we invite you to join John Butler's email community and receive a free 86-page PDF 'Introducing Spiritual Unfoldment'. Go to http://spiritualunfoldment.co.uk and scroll to the bottom of any page. Those who wish to support the Work of the Spiritual Unfoldment Trust can donate here - https://www.paypal.com/donate/?cmd=_s... Find out more about the the Spiritual Unfoldment Trust: https://spiritualunfoldment.co.uk/cha... Disclaimer: https://spiritualunfoldment.co.uk/dis... Topics: Anger, Ego, and Humility A personal reflection on youthful anger, righteous emotion, and the spiritual importance of non-judgment and ego-purification. Spiritual Transformation through hardship From failed relationships and depression to moments of mystical recognition and profound existential dislocation, John recounts pivotal turning points that led to surrender and awakening. Cultural Alienation and the ‘God’s Fool’ Archetype The story of finding oneself culturally adrift (e.g., in 1990s California), misfit status, and the Russian Orthodox archetype of the holy fool as a spiritual calling. Jesus, Nature, and the Universal 'I AM' Jesus is reimagined not as a church-bound figure but a nature-dwelling mystic. Nature, presence, and timeless intimacy are presented as paths to universal oneness. Plant Consciousness and the Loss of Sacred Connection A deeply felt critique of modern industrial farming’s violence toward plant life, and a call to restore reverence, love, and spiritual presence to the growing and sharing of food. Keywords: Anger Humility Oneness Nature Consciousness Chapters: (00:05) Facing Anger and Ego – The Journey Toward Humility Personal stories of violent anger, emotional immaturity, and the spiritual disciplines that led to compassion, understanding, and self-awareness. (08:46) Mystical Encounters and Spiritual Homelessness A transcendent connection triggers a personal crisis and detachment from worldly life, culminating in profound inner transformation and pilgrimage. (12:07) A Fish Out of Water – Culture Shock in California A middle-aged British farmer finds himself in New Age San Francisco, bewildered and eventually rejected, leading to ego-purging and the path of ‘God’s Fool’. (19:57) Jesus, Nature, and the Light Within All Jesus as a humble country boy, unity through nature, and the realisation that “I Am” is not personal but universal—present in everyone and everything. (28:11) The Soul of Plants – Restoring Sacred Food Culture A moving appeal to recognise plants as sentient beings, reclaim love and presence in food production, and understand how spiritual consciousness can be transmitted through what we grow and eat.