I Bought a Horse to Stay Sober: AA Speaker - Erna G. - Sacramento, CA скачать в хорошем качестве

I Bought a Horse to Stay Sober: AA Speaker - Erna G. - Sacramento, CA

She tried meetings, therapy, willpower — even buying a horse to stay sober. Nothing worked until she finally did the Steps completely. Erna G. from Walnut Creek, CA speaking at Hope and Serenity Meeting in Sacramento - April 7th 2012 Visit our merch and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch (https://sober-sunrise-podcast-shop.fo...) Visit our website - Sober-Sunrise.com (http://sober-sunrise.com) Erna's journey from early drinking in Iceland to years of restless, irritable sobriety in Alcoholics Anonymous where she believed meetings alone would save her. After cycling through treatment, sponsorship, self-help ideas, and even buying a horse on the advice of a well-meaning sponsor, she discovered that activity without full surrender to the Twelve Steps left her spiritually blocked and emotionally miserable. Though she accumulated time, she was still driven by self-will, jealousy, fear, and unfinished amends until she finally committed to a complete Third Step decision, a searching Fourth Step, and thorough amends through Steps Eight and Nine. What followed was not just relief from alcohol, but real freedom — the obsession lifted, relationships restored, motherhood embraced, and a growing life of service grounded in daily practice of Steps Ten, Eleven, and Twelve. Through marriage, homelessness, and even a stroke at thirty-five, Erna learned that recovery is not about managing life better, but about trusting God fully and carrying the message with joy and conviction. Music: Deep by KaizanBlu