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Surrendered mess - (3/9/2026) - Worship Moments

Feeling about the worst I’ve ever felt about myself and being in possibly the worst shape I’ve ever been, I decided that there is no time more perfect than now to document the season the Lord has me in. No fancy lighting, no tripod, no fixing myself up just dragging myself out of bed to worship Jesus with the last bit of strength I have. To say this season has been a mess would be a gross understatement. I’ve spent the last 6 months navigating grief and deep wounds of betrayal from infidelity in my last long-term relationship, and navigating very difficult family dynamics. I won’t sugarcoat it: I feel absolutely and utterly defeated. As I am navigating this season of heartache, the Lord has continuously brought me to Psalm 23: The Lord is my shepherd,I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures;He leads me beside quiet waters. He restores my soul;He guides me in the paths of righteousnessfor His name’s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,I fear no evil, for You are with me;Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;You have anointed my head with oil;My cup overflows. Surely goodness and lovingkindness will follow me all the days of my life,And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. He does not promise that evil will not strike me, but that it will not prevail. So Jesus, help me walk in childlike dependence- that I may cling to your hand in utter desperation as I walk through this valley— that I may not fall away at the sight of evil but declare your name and believe in its power to break every chain. It’s a mess, yes. But it’s a surrendered mess. Amen.