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In Memory of Snowy & Limon 💙💛

Loosing Snowy and Limon, was very difficult and I still struggle with them not being here anymore. Snowy showed signs of a bad leg. Months later, my vet told her bad leg was actually a sign of bone cancer. I remember, clearly, walking out of the vets office crying. After coming home, I knew I couldn't sit down and simply accept the fact that my bird was going to die and I was going to watch it. After doing a few research, I bought knotgrass, Avivita high potency vitamin supplement, avi-immune immune support, Avibios - probiotic supplement, herb salad and bee pollen. Two weeks later, I was able to feel Snowy's keel bone. The keel runs lengthwise down the chest and belly. In a skinny (underweight) bird, the keel bone is very prominent and the edge of the bone feels very sharp. I remember crying, a lot, when I knew exactly what it meant. I knew, my baby girl, Snowy, was slowly dying. Snowy started mutilating her cancerous lump. I knew, even before Snowy saw our avian vet, she was going to be euthanized. We had her under general anesthesia and the vet tech finally administered the last medication to stop her heart. I remember walking out of the vets office and crying. A middle aged man heard me cry and gave me $40 to buy another bird. He wouldn't allow me to leave so I accepted the money. I later on donated that $40 dollars to Toronto Humane Society. I finally got home. I washed Snowy's white feathers as they were covered in blood due to her picking at her cancerous lump. I blow-dried her and gently put her inside the coffin I made for her. She was flimsy but she started turning blue and becoming more stiff. Just for the last time, just before having her placed in her grave, I opened her coffin and gave her my last kiss. A month later Limon started showing signs of a bad leg. I called my vets for an appointment and decided to go ignore everything for the time being until my appointment. I didn't want to think about him having the possible same outcome like Snowy. I remember posting a picture explaining the situation. One of my Instagram friends commented and said "It would be such a statistical anomaly for you to have to face a rare cancer again so soon" and hoped for a speedy recovery for Limon. Limon got diagnosed with renal cancer at our vet visit. He also had a lump on his leg. The large tumor on his kidney was making it difficult for him to breath. My vet said, if I notice him in distress to bring him in to euthanized him since he can't be operated on. My vet said, most likely, the kidney will "strangle" him even before I notice anything. Unlike Snowy, Limon was getting weak very quickly. Two weeks after his initial diagnosis, Limon stopped using his leg completely. He would only use it to keep himself balanced. Limon has such a special place in my heart... I blame myself for the deaths of my birds and cry not being able to save them. I know I did everything. I know I paid for the bills and medication. I know that they had a great diet. I know that there was nothing I can do but I still ask myself, "was there something you did in the past that bought these illnesses upon them?" It's been almost a year and i'm still struggling with the loss of my birds. I miss them and you can't stop me from loving them. No monetized