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Pretending I’m Okay

I’m so thankful for the life I have but it’s not the life I wanted, planned, and fought for and that’s really hard to accept so everyday I struggle, I try my best not to be depressed all the time and be happy with the life I’ve been given but that’s easier said than done so I just pretend I’m okay.. hoping one day I actually will be. Lyrics: Waking up to nothing Phone stays face down I still hear your voice In the quiet of this phone Everything’s a reminder Of a dream we couldn’t save Yeah, I’m moving through the motions But I’m breaking every day I fake a smile, Hold my breath Tell myself This is for the best I’m pretending I’m okay But I’m screaming in my head Everything is cloudy, and grey Since the future we imagined left I wanna call you, say I miss you But I know it’s not my place So I bite my tongue and carry on Yeah, I’m pretending I’m okay I miss the way you’d say my name Like it anchored me in place Now the nights are way too loud For the quiet on my face I replay conversations Like they’re still alive Trying not to reach for you Every second I survive They say time heals, Maybe it will But right now It’s breaking me still I’m pretending I’m okay But I’m screaming in my head Everything is cloudy, and grey Since the future we imagined left I wanna call you, say I miss you But I know it’s not my place So I bite my tongue and carry on Yeah, I’m pretending I’m okay Loving you didn’t disappear It just learned how to stay quiet here And letting go don’t mean I’m free It just means I’m alone with me I’m pretending I’m okay But I’m barely hanging on I’d give anything to hear your voice Just to feel like I’m not wrong That what we had was something real Not a moment passing through I’m holding on by letting go Yeah, I’m breaking without you I won’t call… But God, I want to