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That Mystifying Feeling

This is my first ever upload wherein I'm trying to overlay a MIDI capture of the piece I was working on. I think I still have some work to perfect the process, but I am quite happy with how this turned out. This is a re-upload of a piece I finished back in October of 2024. There are some tiny differences with this piece when compared to the original, but it's almost exactly the same. "That Mystifying Feeling" is a emotionally ambivalent and ambiguous piece composed in F# major. The piece is constructed of a simple chord progression initially. The natural wave formation of the notes upon the piano makes for a complex noise despite it's sonically simple structure. Now, for a more personal message: The word "mystifying" has several different meanings. One may interpret it as confusion or perplexation, whereas another person may interpret it as the inexplicable. This piece was composed in a time of my life wherein I was in a state of bewilderment at a logically inexplicable interpersonal problem. The piece is composed with hints of melancholy and also joy. The simultaneous experience of these two emotions would certainly be confusing to an individual- just as it was confusing to me. I wanted to name this piece such that it could not be interpreted exactly for what it meant at face value when someone read it, but if I had explained it to them, they would fully understand it for what it meant. To me, "That Mystifying Feeling" explains what is inexplicable in words- a state of simultaneous bliss and vexation; a state of simultaneous joy and agony; a state of simultaneous denial and acceptance. I think it's best to approach life with a lens of criticality, but not one that subverts our ability to experience it. This piece was composed as a message to someone ; it was composed as a explanation of the inexplicable in lieu of my ability to express what was inexpressible through words. In part, my critical nature knew this was of ill-nature to do so; I knew it would not yield a result that would fathom forever joy; however, what is life if not a string of motions tied by the tethers that guide our souls? If we are moved by emotion as real as gravity- and we do not act upon it- can we truly live stating we are human? If you ever wish on a shooting star with others present who do not witness it, what is it you wish for? I've always made the wish that "I hope the others around me will see a shooting star to make a wish tonight, too" Somehow, this wish comes true. When you see the second shooting star, what do you wish for then?