i wanted u for so long i don’t know who i am without it | slow sad song | longing for someone but скачать в хорошем качестве

i wanted u for so long i don’t know who i am without it | slow sad song | longing for someone but

Lyrics: saw you last night, something quietly broke Not a heartbreak—just a loosening rope The part of me tethered didn’t reach for your name Like the thread between us forgot how to stay Your eyes met mine, and I waited for pain For the old familiar pull, the gravity, the flame But something shifted, soft and unsure Like love I once knew wasn’t sealed anymore Still, I know how to want you Like muscle memory in my chest It’s the safest thing I’ve ever held Even when I don’t know what’s left I missed you easy, I cared with no fight I showed you my heart like it still fit just right But the need that once lived under my skin Didn’t rise up to meet me like it always did I’ve lived years with you echoing inside Even when you were gone, you stayed alive Now I’m standing here asking myself Am I holding onto love Or just the past of it? Months turned quiet, we faded to air I used to believe we could weather despair That whatever this was could outlast time But I was the only one reading the signs There’s a part of me frozen, still hoping you’d choose Still waiting on words you never quite used And I hate that I don’t know what I feel When something doesn’t feel as real Because longing for you Is how romance makes sense Without that desire I’m just fear in a dress I missed you easy, I stood by your side It felt so familiar, I didn’t have to try But the ache that once followed me home Didn’t sit in my chest, didn’t claim me as its own I’ve lived years with you living in me The closest thing to feeling, the closest to free Now I’m whispering into the doubt If I don’t feel you Do I feel nothing now? It was almost year since my eyes met yours And maybe time reset what I couldn’t ignore Maybe the tension’s just sleeping inside Waiting for moments, waiting for signs Maybe it’ll come back, maybe it won’t Maybe love isn’t loud, maybe it’s grown But why does it scare me to loosen my grip When you’re the closest thing to feeling I’ve had to exist? It was nice to see you, I meant that part I missed you dearly, you still feel safe in my arms But I’m learning the difference between need and desire Between holding a spark and letting go of a fire If wanting you fades, what’s left of me? If I untether this love, do I finally breathe? I don’t know if it’s you or the ghost that I knew But I’m standing right here Trying to feel something trueMaybe I still want you Just not the way I used to And maybe that’s not nothing Maybe that’s just truth ohhh maybe that is the truth