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Everybody Dies in Their Nightmares Remix

I was 16 when I first died in my nightmares. Definitely one of the weirdest songs I've ever written since I was having a good day, stumbled across the instrumental, got inspired to write some of the most depressing shit I've ever written, then carried on with my day. I was not in a depressing mood, although I did have a slight headache. I guess depressive rhymes just come easily. It obviously comes from personal experience, but I wasn't in a bad period of time. I guess Shiloh Dynasty is that powerful. Lyrics: 16 years old but I'm stayin' young Where were y'all when the when the when the pain come When I feel numb? When I feel dumb? When I can't can't can't get my grades up? My head hurts and my heart does too Can I paint the ceiling with a .22? Doubt and fear seem to follow me Pressure's on, college callin' me Time's runnin' out, can't scream or shout Fight or flight and my heart's giving out My heart is torn and I'm too forlorn And I often wish I had never been born Petty things always on my mind Think 'bout life at the same damn time Will this matter in a couple years? Can't hold on to me so I'll disappear Words hurt and actions impact At an impass 'cause I'm an empath Invisible, yeah, you can't see me I love and hate all of my dreams Sleep is an escape, then I wake Not my funeral, it's just another day I'm so scared when I die in my nightmares Look in the mirror and I see me right there Don't know when I'm living or dreaming Can't pinch myself 'cause I always feel it My mind hates me, it's such a taunt Got me dreamin' all the things I want I want friends and I want love That's why I can't get up My life is better when I'm horizontal Fuck all them self help mottos Hit the bottle then I hit something harder I won't be happy even if I die a martyr Pardon me, nah, fuck that It's uncomfortable to face the facts I hate reality and I hate fiction How do I battle this addiction? I need something to live for in life Or else I'm living in sleep every night Sub count when uploaded: 19