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i'm almost 40 and still secretly ashamed of my gayness

I was celebrating a win. Then the win started exposing a wound. A few days ago, I uploaded a video asking, “Should I have been a DL man?” and it became my most-watched video ever. At first I was hype because finally I’m talking about something people actually want to hear. Then I started looking at the analytics and felt this weird tension in my chest. Not because strangers were watching. But because I started thinking about who I KNOW might be watching. That’s when I realized something. There’s still a part of me that hasn’t fully accepted ALL of me. Not like before. But it’s still there. The fear of being labeled. The fear of being talked about. The fear of being “the gay motivational guy” and having my entire brand reduced to one part of my identity. And if that bothers me, I had to ask myself why. In this video, I talk through that discomfort in real time. Because healing is not a one-and-done moment. Coming out is an ongoing experience. And I’m choosing to sit in the discomfort long enough for my body to adjust. Brick by brick. If you’re rocking with this journey, subscribe. Like the video. Drop a comment and tell me what resonated. And if you want to lock in with me every Monday, check the link in the description for my weekly community session. Timestamps 0:00 - The video blew up, and it made me uncomfortable 1:12 - The analytics triggered an insecurity I didn’t expect 2:18 - “Am I bringing shame to my family?” and brand fears 3:57 - Healing in public. Not five years later 5:51 - My life is good. So why am I still minimizing myself? 7:56 - The real issue. Why do I still feel like I have to “fit in”? 9:51 - Coming out is ONGOING. It’s bigger than sexuality 12:06 - “You can’t control the door people come through.” 13:54 - The shares freaked me out. Who’s watching this? 14:55 - The pool analogy. Sitting in discomfort until you adjust 15:30 - Subscribe ▸ Sign Up: Live Mindset Reset with Marc on Zoom, Mondays at 7AM EST. https://tmcba.typeform.com/masteringlife #selfacceptancejourney #comingout #blackmen