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Drowning by Alex Æterna

A song I wrote for anyone in an abusive relationship whether it’s a partner, friends or family. This is for you. Lyrics: Verse 1 Sometimes I wake up and I wish I was dead, the thought of the day ahead fills me with dread. I feel like rotting in my bed, being alone and not answering the phone. The voices, they taunt me, sometimes it feels like they haunt me. All I think of is you, and what you put me through and how the hell am I gonna survive this? Pre-chorus All I want to do is run, maybe I can find a gun. Point it to my head and end up dead. Maybe it will stop the pain, maybe it will make it go away. And when they ask who is to blame, the finger will point to you. Chorus When I’m with you it feels like I’m drowning, suffocating, like your hands are around my neck, I can’t breathe, I’m struggling, losing, I can’t fight. How can you hurt me? How can you do this to me? How can you treat me this way? What can I do? I’m drowning because of you. Verse 2 All those nights I spent with you feel like a blur, feeling empty and wanting to cry. How can I sleep at night when I know you have your head between another girls thighs? I’m used to the loneliness, the neglect that you give me. But you play the victim, you cry, make me look like the bad guy when I’m the one who is slowly dying on the inside, my heart feels like it’s barely beating and you have the nerve to wonder why? Pre-chorus All I want to do is run, maybe I can find a gun. Point it to my head and end up dead. Maybe it will stop the pain, maybe it will make it go away. And when they ask who is to blame, the finger will point to you. Chorus When I’m with you it feels like I’m drowning, suffocating, like your hands are around my neck, I can’t breathe, I’m struggling, losing, I can’t fight. How can you hurt me? How can you do this to me? How can you treat me this way? What can I do? I’m drowning because of you. Verse 3 I can’t believe that I once loved you, that I adored you, that I’d do anything for you. Instead of telling me the truth you fill me with lies, make me despise what you do to me, what you say to me I know it’s fake, just like you you’re a snake. Spit your venom at me and you poison me, trap me like a lab rat, I have no where to run or no where to hide. Verse 4 One day I pray that the pills will take the pain away, my mind will stray and I will die. I will be free from you free from your deathly grip, free from the pain and hurt you cause. I’ll stop drowning and find peace, you’ll stop hurting me and people will see you fur who you are. I’ll learn to swim again, fight the lake I’m drowning in, my freedom from you and the look on your face when I take you down is the only thing that keeps me going. (I’m drowning because of you) ©️AlexÆterna/TheMisfitsFNFestival #songwriting #songlyrics #aisongs #newmusic #newsong #themisfitsfnfestival #music #xyzbca #fyp