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to my first love.

I deleted those videos From the last time I saw you But I never got rid of That necklace I bought you That I never got the chance to give you I’m trying to let go of what we had But you won’t leave my head Late nights spent awake in my bed Then I fall asleep And you visit me in my dreams So I can lose you again I’ve lost you a thousand times In a million different ways But secretly, I love these dreams Because in them, we’re together And if you’ve moved on I hope it’s for the better I hope that you don't feel the pain that I feel I hope that you’re able to heal From the trauma of your past The drama of the heart We were moving too fast And the blame is on me I tried to hold on When you needed to be free I couldn’t be alone When we first started talking I was glued to my phone It was all day, every day Together when apart The day that I lost you I also lost my heart - Those broken pieces scattered in the wind The only way for me to heal Was to look within And wake up to the fact That you didn’t abandon me; I abandoned myself What we had was bad For my mental health I gave you all of what was left of me And you nourished it And then you left And you took custody of the happiness That we created together I paid my child support with the tears That I shed when my soul ached for you Tears that washed away the ego’s paradigm And reminded me that Everything happens for a reason; These phases of life, they change like the seasons They leave like autumn leaves To make room for the winter In which we met each other A winter in which we almost became lovers But “Almost is Never Enough” Remember when we sang that together? Man, how times have changed And a future without you sure looks strange But I have to focus on me I have to love myself So that I can be free I need to feel what I felt with you When I’m all alone So I deleted your number Out of my phone I’m ready to put this love to the test So from the depths of my soul I wish you the best If you like the video, be sure to like it and subscribe to my channel for weekly content! Social Media: IG:   / greenxjordan   Twitter:   / greenxjordan   Snapchat:   / aiir.jor.  . TikTok: @greenxjordan #spokenword #love