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Question: Sir, nothing good happens in my life. I get hurt by even tiniest of things in life. Everybody just hates me. Sir, why is this so? I want to study further but till today I could never even get 70-80 percent, I have always passed out in second class. After a few days, I have to appear for my first year BCA final exams, but I have not been able to prepare for my exams at all! I am scared that I will fail and that is why I feel like committing suicide. This is because, I belong to a lower middle class family and a huge amount of money goes into my school fees. If I don’t get good marks then my family will get very upset with me. Sir, I think everybody is good but each of them has only showed me down. Whatever decision I take, it always turns out to be a wrong decision. Then Sir, should I then live at all? Sir, I am observing this since my ninth standard that I always face problems regarding my studies. Moreover, more than half the amount of income that we earn goes into treating illness and rest of what remains gets wasted in my education fees. I am constantly thinking that I am not beautiful, I am not good in studies and that is the reason why people don’t like me. I am fed up of my life and I am unable to understand what to do. I know for a fact that the almighty hates me; he never listens to me because he does not love me. You say that whatever happens, happens for the best, but nothing good has happened to me so far! And why does everybody hate me? I have become a loser in life; I could not become a good daughter; I could not become a good sister and I also could not become a good student. If I have helped someone out then I have only been abused in return. Nobody has understood me at all; nobody likes to talk to me as well! I have seen that somebody is always willing to someone else out but that is not the case with me; no one is willing to help me at all! Whenever I think of something good and take a step forward even then only bad things happen to me. Whenever I try to focus on studies then something untoward happens in my family as a result of which I am heartbroken. My family and I have always been ill. Why is it that we face obstacles in every step of the way and why are we not able to do it despite wanting to? It is said that, “every dog has its day,” but I am a human being and when will my day come? My father wants to get me married but the boy’s side always reject me. I don’t know why all this is happening to me? I have started believing that this world is not for me. I should not live anymore because everyone puts me down. It is said that “if you do something good, it will come back to you.” But I have not thought ill of anyone and whenever I have wished for something or someone, I have always wished well. I have done whatever I could do, but only bad things have happened to me. My happiness lies in my studies but not able to study well. First of all, I am not able to understand if I have to do then what should I do? Whenever I sit down to study something happens so bad that my tears do not stop flowing. I have been patient all along but I never got positive results out of it. Am I so bad that even if I touch gold it turns into sand? Whenever I turn to someone for help that door gets closed. Although I am very young, I have already seen a lot of ups and downs in life. My faith in the almighty has been shaken but still I have consoled and counselled myself and got myself till here. Sir, when I did not find even a ray of hope that is when I messaged you. Please help me! *DISCLAIMER* The answers given by the speaker are in response to specific questions asked by individuals through various social media platforms. The questions have been dubbed to protect identity. The speaker's sole aim is the betterment of human life and any reference to people, religions and events are incidental and not intended to hurt anyone.