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That feeling of being one step behind everyone else

I recorded this because I kept noticing these small gaps in my days. Nothing dramatic was wrong, but something felt slightly out of sync, like I was moving through familiar routines without fully arriving in them. From the outside everything looked fine, and mostly it was. Inside, though, there was this quiet sense of being a step behind my own life. The video is a reflection on that state — not depression, not burnout, not a crisis — just a persistent emotional distance that shows up in ordinary moments. Standing in line at a store and not remembering the walk there. Finishing a conversation, a commute, or a weekend and realizing it passed like a summary. Being functional, responsive, even productive, while not fully present for the experience itself. It touches on autopilot living, dissociation-lite moments, and that strange feeling of being nearby to your own actions. The routines, the commuting, the background sounds of home, the way time can move quickly when memory doesn’t quite catch. It’s also about noticing the rare moments when attention does come back — briefly, quietly — and how easy it is for them to slip away again. There isn’t a point to land on here. Just a pause, a few ordinary details, and the sense of almost being there.