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Hope

lyrics By Clinton walsh Music is AI and produced by Suno Intro: I sit in silence again Thinking about every wrong move I’ve made It’s like I live inside my own judgment I can’t find peace in my own skin Even when I try to forgive myself My mind reminds me I don’t deserve it ⸻ Verse 1: I hate the things I do Even the small ones that no one notices They burn in my head for days I can’t let go of them I hold onto every mistake Like it’s the only thing that proves I exist I can’t see the good in me Only the shadow I leave behind I tell myself I’ll do better But I never do I just repeat the same cycle And I don’t even know why ⸻ Chorus (1): I feel guilty for breathing sometimes Ashamed for existing I keep holding onto everything that breaks me All the good I’ve done feels like dust I bury myself under my own blame And I don’t know why I do it Maybe I think I deserve it ⸻ Verse 2: There’s no structure in my mind It’s like a house without walls Every thought crashes into the next one And I can’t stop the noise I want to change But it feels like I’m built from my own regrets Every time I take a step forward The ground falls apart beneath me And I start to believe Maybe I’m not supposed to be anything Maybe I’m just supposed to exist Inside this storm that never ends ⸻ Chorus (2): I feel guilty for breathing sometimes Ashamed for existing I keep holding onto everything that breaks me All the good I’ve done feels like dust I bury myself under my own blame And I don’t know why I do it Maybe I think I deserve it ⸻ Verse 3: I ask myself what hope is supposed to mean People say it’s light But it doesn’t feel like that It feels like a chain with a smile A reason to stay When I don’t know if I want to Hope holds me down It whispers that I might get better But never shows me how I start to wonder if I’m just scared to let go Or if I’m scared of what I’d find if I did ⸻ Bridge: Sometimes I talk to the dark It’s the only thing that listens It doesn’t judge me It doesn’t tell me I’m fine It just sits with me And maybe that’s all I need Someone or something That doesn’t try to fix me Just exists with me in the silence ⸻ Chorus (3): I feel guilty for breathing sometimes Ashamed for existing I keep holding onto everything that breaks me All the good I’ve done feels like dust I bury myself under my own blame And I don’t know why I do it Maybe I think I deserve it ⸻ Verse 4 (slow, reflective): I’ve built my life around self-blame Like it’s part of who I am If I let go of it Would there be anything left? I can’t remember the last time I felt proud Or the last time I looked at myself Without wanting to disappear I keep searching for meaning But every time I find a glimpse of it My guilt drags me back down And I start again Rebuilding the cage I swore I’d break ⸻ Chorus (4): I feel guilty for breathing sometimes Ashamed for existing I keep holding onto everything that breaks me All the good I’ve done feels like dust I bury myself under my own blame And I don’t know why I do it Maybe I think I deserve it ⸻ Outro: Hope is supposed to guide you Supposed to lift you But all it’s done is keep me here Trapped between wanting to live And not knowing how to Hope just keeps me here Breathing through the guilt Suffocating under my own reflection And maybe this is all I am A person waiting for peace That never comes