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'Lost in the Gray' by Never My Last.

About the song: Drifting in and out of consciousness. The memories I have while being in that room are fragmented at best. I saw people I don't know who they were, I think I saw friends but my only view of the world was through a small window on the door. And the only way I could see anyone as if they stood on their toes and look through the window. That is if I even was awake. This is where the tumbling down into in the dark corners of your mind I went. This is where I believe the pharmaceutical fentanyl and morphine was injected. ‘Never My Last’ is my solo project, emerging from the fog of ICU sedation, pharmaceutical fentanyl dreams, the grip of prescription drug abuse, and the long walk back from the brink of wanting to end it all. This music is what came after thinking death was the only way out. “These songs aren’t for everyone. They span dark country, rock opera, and doom metal. Genres that let me process what I’ve lived through and what I’m still living with. My goal was simple: Capture those experiences as genuine as possible, in hopes it helps someone else out of a bad situation. For instance, ‘Reaper Wears a Paper Gown’ is about one of many sleepless nights in ICU thinking it was time to die and the reaper would be dressed in a paper gown to collect me. The deeper I went into this project and opened those memories I started to see how much it was helping just to talk about it. The music just became the vessel to tell that story. – J.J.