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The Animal Inside (Eating Disorder Recovery) | ElysianSoul

The Animal Inside is a track from my album Beauty In The Darkness. I wanted to write a song about eating disorder recovery - one that expresses how a sense of self and inner power have been smothered by the disorder/voice, and how reconnecting with these can bring forth your ability to recover and take back control of your life. I wanted this song to address the eating disorder directly, and to have a raw, animalistic feel to it - I’ve borrowed and changed a lot of lyrics from my old song Feeding The Wolves. Instagram: @elysiansoulmusic --------------------------------------------- PLEASE NOTE: With my music, I aim to reflect the hidden inner struggles of psychological disorders by externalising the internal. Please use caution if you feel you are easily provoked, and please always take care of yourself. --------------------------------------------- Music Links: ◆ iTunes:   / elysiansoul   ◆ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/27B7T... ◆ Amazon Music: https://www.amazon.com/s?k=ElysianSoul ◆ Tidal: https://tidal.com/browse/artist/5113695 ◆ Deezer: https://www.deezer.com/artist/5200385 ◆ Bandcamp: https://elysiansoul.bandcamp.com/ ◆ SoundCloud:   / elysiansoul   --------------------------------------------- Lyrics: In the paling of the dawn, Feel the hum of the earth, Slipping down through your fingers, In a phantom rebirth. Turn to dust, in this room, As I scream through the night, It’s got a hold on my life. Have you ever wondered why, So defensive am I? You patronise me, While your throat it runs dry. I’m no longer blind, See a madness like thunder, And the hunger, so pure in my eyes. You can fall to your knees, You can pray all you like, But this time, I’m breaking free, Like the first lightning strike. There’s a fire in my eyes, And the storm clouds are forming, Keep beating me down, But I see through your disguise. Don’t you know better, To be taunting the wolf, The animal inside, That you’ve pushed and you’ve pulled. Tell me I’m worthless, I’m weak, and I’m stupid, How many times I believed it, So many times I was fooled. Awaken the animal, That’s been caged in my mind, Suppressing my focus, My instinct to survive. Never asked for your friendship, I never asked for your lies, You and I, locking jaws, For the very last time. Don’t you know better, Can’t you see when I’ve won, I’ll force your surrender, And I’ll laugh when I’m done. Prying off icy fingers, One by one, ’Til I’m free from your death grip, ’Til your screams are gone. You can fall to your knees, You can pray all you like, But this time, I’m breaking free, Like the first lightning strike. There’s a fire in my eyes, And the storm clouds are forming, Keep beating me down, As I see through your disguise. Don’t you know better, To be taunting the wolf, The animal inside, That you’ve pushed and you’ve pulled. Tell me I’m worthless, I’m weak, and I’m stupid, How many times I believed it, So many times I was fooled. Don’t have to wait much longer, For this hell to be over, Don’t do it for another, Pick yourself up and recover. When you know that you’re stronger, And you’ll scar yourself no longer, When the voice becomes a stranger, Pick yourself up and recover. When you’re sick of the lies, You wanna take back your life, From the darkness, you’ll rise, With the animal inside.